Most of you know about the situation with my girls and have been lifting us up in prayer, and I am ever so grateful for your caring hearts. More than that, I am thankful for God’s faithfulness to His children. You may recall the word of encouragement I received a few weeks ago at my women’s retreat from our speaker, who shared with me her vision of a train as she prayed over me. She felt that it meant to stay on track and keep moving forward. While I don’t know for sure what to make of her method, I do know that the Lord ministered to my heart through her teaching of His Word.
A few things have happened since then. First, before the retreat was over, I was invited to join the handbell choir, and I accepted the invitation. My first performance with them is next Sunday. Also, I have discovered a need for a prayer ministry in our school district, which is where my heart is. Unfortunately, my children are not in school here, and without them, I have no access to the names of the children who are enrolled. I shared that little bit of info with my girls, to make them aware of an opportunity to be useful, you know, a purpose other than having their own needs met. Of course, it meant little to them, as they seem perfectly content to stay right where they are. That hasn’t kept me from praying that God would give them a desire to be obedient to Him and to follow wherever He leads.
I have continued to encourage them to go to church, to read their Bibles, and to pray, without much response. However, I called them Saturday and told them not to make any plans that would interfere with church attendance on Sunday, and to be sure to go to church. For the sermon, not to work in the nursery. I had doubts that they would, but when I called Sunday morning, they were getting ready to go. Praise the Lord! I called again Sunday night to discuss the sermon with them, and Sarah had time only to tell me what it was about before she left to go to the store with her dad.
Lindsey called me just a little while ago, and though she couldn’t remember the sermon, she did inform me that she wants to come back here at semester. To stay. Y’all, I’m about beside myself! Further inquiry revealed that she and her dad aren’t getting along well, and I let her know that while I want more than anything for her to be here, I’d rather that not be the reason. She replied, “Mom, I need to be there. Dad isn’t taking care of me. He wouldn’t take me to my orthodontist appointment because he was mad at me. And I lied to you about him making the appointment. He didn’t. I did.” I had to bite my tongue to keep from saying “I told you so.”
I asked her to pray about her decision, and she told me that she was pretty sure she wouldn’t change her mind again. We shall see. I also spoke with Sarah, who actually said “yes” when I asked her if she would consider coming to stay. I encouraged her to pray that God would give her a willing heart. It seems that they are beginning to see the light.
I ask you now to continue praying that God will draw them to Him and return them to the care of their mother.
God is so good, and He is faithful, and I am rejoicing through tears.