It’s been a rough few months around the Rainbow household – oh, who am I kidding? Years would be the more accurate term. Anyway, you get the picture. I don’t like to sound like I’m complaining, but I’m sure it must come across that way, so I want to take this opportunity to point out the good stuff. And there’s quite a lot of it, actually. I just hadn’t noticed for all the whining.
Several weeks ago in Bible study, the pastor asked if we knew the meaning of “sacrifice of praise”, and as I raised my hand to answer, it dawned on me that although I understood what it meant, I hadn’t been putting it into practice.
I may have given lip-service, but I cannot honestly say that I sincerely praised God with my whole heart for allowing my children to remain separated from one another and from me. Yes, I believe beyond a shadow of doubt that He is in complete control of every aspect of our lives. Yes, I absolutely trust Him to work all things together for our good and His glory. Yet I have been complaining in my heart, begging God “please change their hearts, Lord, or change mine.”
Oh, I am so human. How tempted I have been to give up. How easy for me to forget that the way I would resolve this matter is not necessarily the way He plans to resolve it.
How often He has reminded me that He’s on it, and He’s answering prayer, even if the answers don’t look like I expect them to look. And that, my friends, is good news.
But wait! There’s more.
My wonderful husband has endured all the shineola that my ex and kids have dished out for the duration of our marriage, and he’s still here. Praise the Lord for his love and support.
Just when I think things couldn’t get much worse, they do. Praise God that His strength is perfect and is not limited by my weakness.
Praise Him for walking with me through it all, and carrying me most of the way.
The ex and I have actually had a few civil conversations in which we have agreed on a plan of action regarding The Spiteful One. I know! Amazing. It’s all God. Praise His Name!
The Spiteful One’s behavior has turned most of my attention away from the absence of The Aloof One. Totally unexpected, and not at all what I had hoped for, but I know it’s all under control. Praise the Lord for answering in His way rather than mine.
There really is so much more, but I’ll save it for another post. Have a blessed week!
“Rejoice in the Lord always; again I will say, rejoice!”